The Craziness!

this is crazy...

2010-08-21T21:31:00.002+08:00

hello!

lol... its been more than a month since i've blogged...

so this post is just to let u ppl know that i'm still alive...

been thru a lot this past month...

living life to the fullest and trying my best at everything...

Will be facing lots of exams in the coming month or so..

so, blogging is gonna be irregular..

BUT! yet another thing which i HAVE to pass - DRIVING!! ughhhh!

God Bless!!

2010-07-07T12:50:00.001+08:00

I PASSED MY UNDANG!! LOL!

Thank God!

An Entirely New Perspective..

2010-06-22T21:46:00.002+08:00

1stly sorry for the long long absence of blogging. Really dont have time for it nowadays. But, every now and then i'll try to rant something here lah... =D

so... life has been the same... ever so demanding.. every so crazy...
but guess what, thank God i have GOD to help me thru.. LOL!
first 2 days in school since the 2 week holidays were kinda boring, got back some results.. i'd say that i did ok this time... althought i believe i can do much much much better...
sej was a disappointment, sorry Pn. Shamlah... *aiks*
other than that my results were mostly what i expected them to be..

and oh... i also have been reading a lot of "love quotes" lately.. LOL!
for a particular reason which only i should know..
there's also this whole new perspective on LOVE that i have.. thanks Matt! some of the credit goes to you! XD
so.. no more emoing over this from now on... time to move on and stop "thinking too much".. SPM coming lah! duh..!

school workload... hmmmm.. this is one never ending, mountain in front of me...
thanks to EDB!!
reports and all are kinda driving me crazy...
so its like this.. i'm supposed to write like 3 reports... ok.. fine....
so i happily wrote them... and guess what, when i went back to school i was bombarded with another 3! @@
and the worst part is i've already deligated the report writing and for God knows what reason, the work somehow magically finds its way back to me... how amusing huh....??
how can everything be piled on me?!!
but that has to wait la... have to give it to someone else already... reports are a real pain when i dont have the so called "inspiration" to write them...
SUARA!! finally done! Thanks to the ever-so-helpful Koh Huiying! hehe...
Hope it would turn out well...

as for studies... and revision....
i really need to be more focused... i cant afford to slack... not now...
SPM is like 5 months away... maybe less...
everyday revision is a MUST from now on... no matter what!!
i know what i want and that is STRAIGHT A's for SPM!! muahahahaha...
and I WILL GET IT! NO STOPPING ME!!

=)

*sorry for the non-systematic blogging.. just wrote whatever was on my mind*

Till then...
HAPPY READING!

its not easy...

2010-05-02T21:27:00.002+08:00

Balancing my time is really getting to be an issue for me...

no time for this, no time for that...

its really getting very hard to find time to do stuff i like...

exams are like in 2 weeks time and i haven't done ANY solid revision..

and... to make things worse...

i have this feeling that i'm gonna flunk my subs.. REAL BAD...

and the final editing of Suara is still NOT DONE!!

i predict a really really rollercoastercrazyish week ahead of me...

please... NO MORE after this!!

THIS IS IT!!

confidence zero+lots of overdue work+stress+crazy expectations+exam coming=NO SOCIAL LIFE+NOT ENOUGH TIME+PRESSURE!!

HELP!?

Long Road Ahead!

2010-04-12T02:50:00.000+08:00

its been like ages since this blog had a decent post.. so... no one is awake now.. and i'm like all alone... so why not type and rant something here eh?

get ready for words, words and more words.....

SO... basically, my life... has kinda... been upside down..

disappointment after disappointment.. nothing to look forward to.. same old thing over and over again.. and the never ending pile of work keeps getting higher and higher...

at times really feel like running away from all this... often times too... feel like there is no one here for me... no one understanding me... no one who i can really talk to... and to make things worse... the only person whom i want to talk to is GONE... hmmm... anyone out there feels the same way too? :'(

Frustrations....! !@#$%^&%$#@!@#$%(*

Just too MANY of them to count... BOP! what is happening? getting from BAD to WORSE... very soon gonna hit ROCK BOTTOM... saying the same thing week after week... and its not improving... but instead getting worse!! So many ppl... but so few "boleh pakai"... feel so FED UP!! feel sooooooo useless... FEEL so... uuggghhhh!! NO MOOD for all this!! what happened to everyone?

COMPLACENCY!! why cant everyone juz take that small step... a little tiny bit of initiative... that'll definitely go a looooooooooooooong way....

Expectations.....!! one of the most taxing and most energy draining THING invented by man...

Why is it always me me me ME!!? u all think u are human? well... guess what? SO AM I!! u need rest? need to breathe? need to eat? drink? SO DO I!! cuz of some small mistake and ppl can juz OVERLOOK whatever u've done for them... thats sad, frustrating, annoying, irritating and heart-wrenchingly hurtful... they think that they can have space to make mistakes.. and that we have to be PERFECT!! let me repeat PERFECT!! a small mistake and its like u've committed a murder!! feel so under-appreciated, feel used, feel like an idiot... like a slave - work work work and what do i get? NOTHING... why am i doing all this anyway?! GTH.. for all i care!!

to add to all this... everything is happening and the *efffing same time!!

why la... why why why?? why does everything happen TOGETHER!!? and why la? why why why... when nothing happens there really is NOTHING!!? ish... and SOME ppl... dont even ask how u are.. instead.. they make things worse... rub salt onto ur wounds... then make u lick them... and who knows? maybe even GIVE U MORE!! yes.. at times i know its also my fault.. BUT!! still... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! feel like screaming!!

*Do unto others what u would like others to do unto u!*

Also... dont la... so unconcerned... ask la... dont wait till ppl tell u... sometimes a hug can really go a long way...

HAIZ... after saying all that...

gotta know something.. GOD is in control.. everything happens for a reason...

now... thats a reason to SMILE!! =)

"Do not worry about tmr, for tmr will worry about itself." - Matthew 6:34

*wah?! that took me 45 minutes!! @@*

2010-03-15T18:27:00.001+08:00

I'm So Friggin' BORED!!

2010-02-21T08:55:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHH!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Life After You - Daughtry

2010-01-20T21:12:00.000+08:00

Ten miles from town and I just broke down
Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road
I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home
To tell you I was wrong but you already know

Believe me I won't stop at nothin'
To see you so I've started runnin'

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

Last time we talked, the night that I walked
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
I must've been high to say you and I
Weren't meant to be and just wastin' my time

Oh, why did I ever doubt you?
You know I would die here without you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one
After this time I spent alone
It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind
Thinkin' 'bout the better times, must've been outta my mind
So I'm runnin' back to tell you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I'd do, yeah

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' 'bout all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through, yeah
Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you, yeah

......

THIS IS SO TRUE!!

2010-01-11T19:46:00.004+08:00

Came across this on Facebook...

ALL GIRLS SHOULD READ and UNDERSTAND... (Including YOU..! XP)

38 things Girls don't know about Guys :

Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. (trust me on this one)
Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. (even the pimps)
Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. =]
Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. (yeah, and it's usually something stupid )
Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. (oh yes! what guy has not tried this one?)
A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. (yeah, so stop calling 300 guys a day)
Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. (yeah so stop calling 300 guys a day) (Especially MEEE!!)
Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. (yeah so stop calling 300 guys a day and work on your personality)
Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out. ( i can't really add anything to this one)
Girls are guys' weaknesses. (i wonder if it's the other way around too?)
Guys are very open about themselves (and if their not about something they have a damn good reason)
If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him more than anything else. (Advice is appreciated though) =]
A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. (yep, it goes back to that kindergarden kid that was poking the girl he liked with a stick, all the other guy's saw and thought "wow that's a damn good idea!"
Guys love you more than you love them. ( yessir)
Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot. ( this is true)
No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key. (nice asses or boobs sure help though, don't get me wrong!)
Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped. (yeah, if your not compassionate, your insensitive, but if your too compassionate your gay....)
Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant. (we really do, beleive it or not)
If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl. (and what guy hasn't done something stupid?)
If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside. (this is always true)
When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that. (so we mean it when we say it)
When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me." (it's pretty much the only thing we say that means something else, so know it.)
If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up. (yeah dude, seriously!)
When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them. (yeah, it's really annoying when you compliment a girl on her looks and then end up arguing with her!)
When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something. (unless were just spacing out. so check to see if were blinking)
A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes. (so get a telescope)
Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily. (oh yes.)
Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys. (it's actually true!)
Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them. (it's very strange)
A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day. (no way! well maybe leftly, but not mr. right!...okay yes mr. right...)
No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it. (yeah, so remember, if we seem overwellmed and we don't ask for help, offer it. we'll accept it)
Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of them...just most. good guys' are a dieing breed. (i blame the damn hippies)
Guy's love it when girls talk about their boobs. (haha oh yes)
When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually (yeah so avoid guys who do that, they almost always turn out to be Assholes)
Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs. (this is actually true! i didn't think i was but i tested it! so we don't admit it or even crack a smile we just grab your arms and pull them away...lol)
Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts. (so true, especially after a rough day..)
When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible. ( remember this one )
Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probaly still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life. (this is very true. takes us guys a long time to get over you girls. can you blame us? your awesome!)

*Don't really agree with 33 though... XD*

This Is My Now - Jordin Sparks.

2010-01-10T20:24:00.002+08:00

There was a time I packed my dreams away
Living in a shell, hiding from myself

There was a time when I was so afraid
I thought I'd reached the end
Baby that was then
But I am made of more than my yesterdays

[Chorus]
This is my now,
And I am breathing in the moment
Cuz I look around
I can't believe the love I see
My fears behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now

Had to decide was I gonna play it safe
Or look somewhere deep inside
and try to turn the tide
Find the strength to take that step of faith

[Chorus]
This is my now,
And I am breathing in the moment
Cuz I look around
I can't believe the love I see

My fears behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now

[Bridge]
And I have the courage like never before, yeah
I've settled for less but I am ready for more
Ready for more

[Chorus x2]
This is my now,
And I am breathing in the moment
Cuz I look around
I can't believe the love I see
My fears behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now

This is my now,
And I am breathing in the moment
Cuz I look around
I can't believe the love I see
My fears behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now

This is my now

ME LIKEY!!

1st day of School & 1st post of 2010!!

2010-01-04T20:57:00.002+08:00

Today was the 1st day of school.... -.-

had to wake up earlier than usual... cuz now my brother is going to school at the same time as me.... sighhh.....

woke up... felt like some zombie... scrambled to the bathroom... showered... and came out shivering.. LOL... *that actually woke me up*

Went to school... Do [E]arlt [M]orning [D]uty... lol... then after that assembly duty pulak... hhaha..

then went back to class... Class placing SUCKED!! grrrrr... sitting at the corner... cannot see the board also.... haiz haiz haiz.....

recess time le.... went to "help" 1st recess prefects...

after that 2nd recess... did duty... LOL!!

after recess had to see discipline teachers... and the discipline room changed position pulak... all the way on the OTHER SIDE of the school!! *adui*

have to walk sooooooo far... so many times somemore... XD

after that entered class and sat till 2.... *good boy rite?* =]

Thats all for now... =]

till later...

btw.... Happy Belated NEW YEAR!!!

If Today Was Your Last Day - Nickelback.

2009-12-31T16:55:00.002+08:00

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

**Very appropriate for the last day of the year!!** =]

Last Day Of 2009!!

2009-12-31T16:49:00.002+08:00

Wow! its been fast... one year gone... juz like that... one year living in Penang....

its been a fun and memorable year... Weeeeeeee~

starting to like Penang ALOT!!

Hope everything will be smooth sailing next year...

Apart from the fear of the coming SPM, i'm looking forward to the coming of 2010!!

Yaaaahhhoooooo!!

2009-12-26T20:56:00.001+08:00

BOXING DAY!! xD

Even The Nights Are Better - Air Supply.

2009-12-24T00:40:00.002+08:00

I, I was the lonely one
Wondering what went wrong, why love had gone
And left me lonely
I, I was so confused, feeling like I'd just been used
Then you came to me and my loneliness left me

I used to think I was tied to a heartache
That was the heartbreak, but now that I've found you

Even the nights are better
Now that we're here together
Even the nights are better
Since I found you, oh
Even the days are brighter
When someone you love's beside ya
Even the nights are better
Since I found you

You, you knew just what to do
'Cause you had been lonely too
And you showed me how
To ease the pain and
You did more than mend a broken heart
'Cause now you've made a fire start
And I, I can see that you feel the same way

I never dreamed there'd be someone to hold me
Until you told me and now that I've found you
Even the nights are better
Now that we're here together
Even the nights are better
Since I found you, oh
Even the days are brighter
When someone you love's beside ya
Even the nights are better
Since I found you

I never dreamed there'd be someone to hold me
Until you told me and now that I've found you

Even the nights are better
Now that we're here together
Even the nights are better
Since I found you, oh
Even the days are brighter
When someone you love's beside ya
Even the nights are better
Since I found you

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE!!

Update!!

2009-12-16T19:13:00.002+08:00

Yea.... finally... i'm gonna update this rather dead and dying blog... *that sounded wrong.. buy anyway...*

So... last weeek, I went for YLDP!! =)

Left Penang at 6.30 AM!! Suuuuuuuupeeeer early...

reached Camerons at 2 PM!!

the camp was Cool... liked it... had fun... and learnt lots of stuff about GOD... XD

N... Made many new friends... I actually met my Kindergarten mates from Sitiawan! And best the best thing is that i can still remember them!! wahahaha... *elephants Memory*

Weather in Camerons was Coooold... *beeerrrrrr*

NATURAL AIR-COND!!!

Slept in dorms... 1st night got snoring ppl... 2nd night got ppl sleep talk pulak!! =.=

Good thing 3rd and 4th night was "peaceful"...

Morning showers were shivery and er...... juz plain COLD!!

Food there was ok... XD

Ate aloooooot... three times more than usual.... Cold mah... wad u expect... =)

Sessions were meaningful...

Camp Speaker was Pastor Mike Ngui, from DUMC...

Surprisingly he was able to command the attention of 180 youth... @@

He spoke well and touched many ppl...

Didnt get to go out much... accept on the 1st day before the camp started...

so... thats about it lo....

Next year is YOUTHQUAKE!!!

I'LL BE THERE!!!

2009-12-07T21:35:00.001+08:00

Always Think Of A Reason To Smile....

2009-12-06T21:34:00.001+08:00

I'M BORED! And I'M lost... Dono what to do...

moving on...

2009-12-01T15:32:00.004+08:00

i know its been ages since i've posted something decent...

so....

i've decided to post something decent today... =D

er... where should i start..... hmmmm......

okay... exams....

1st week of exams was... er... BAD... couldn't concentrate on my studies at all... had lots of stuff on my mind... was feeling really tired... lost... confused... and er... any other emotion u can name.... one hell of a roller-coaster week...

2nd week was better... was more focused...

anyhow....

made it through the exams...

then came the results! another major headache.... *sigh*

just so u know... the results was the worst results i had in my secondary school life....

next... there's ed-board...

hectic... typing typing and more typing... had good company though... so wasnt that bad.... =)

did lots of stuff... stuff which i cant even remember now... so.... lets leave that aside...

then there's Klang.... =)

1st thing that came to mind was BAK KUT TEH!! The really "kaw kaw" bak kut teh.... not the diluted Penang version... (no offence to penang food)

stayed wit Roy and Ryan... for er... 8 days...

had fun... although was emo at times... for reasons which u don't have to know...

went for lots of movies... total of 4.. or was it 5? went mall-ing a lot... walking around... doing nothing...

and er.... oh yeah... was sick for 2 days... fever... backache... was really bad... felt as if my back was going to snap... *ahhhhh*

after Klang... there's KL...

went to KL... celebrated birthdays... haha... went for makan at some restaurant... then went to take a family portrait...

didnt do this in a loooooong time... met up wit all my cousins... and aunties... and uncles....

After that... BACK TO PENANG... =)

2009-11-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

BACK IN PENANG!! =D

All Out Of Love - Air Supply

2009-11-25T13:24:00.001+08:00

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

Chorus:
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

Chorus

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

Chorus(3x)


=D

EMO... >.<

2009-11-17T21:11:00.003+08:00

SOMEONE PLZ TAKE AWAY THIS EMO-NESS!!

FeEl Like Bursting!! ARGHHHHH!!

No Surprise - Chris Daughtry

2009-11-14T19:01:00.001+08:00

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God know we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no, as no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this, it's easier to see the reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

The kiss goodnight, it comes with me
Both wrong and right, our memories
The whispering before we sleep, just one more thing that you can't keep
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

She's got a boyfriend now - Boys Like Girls

2009-11-13T18:57:00.002+08:00

(Whoa)
(Whoa)
We were seventeen and invincible
Had the world figured out and the girl on my shoulders
Told me everything's gon' be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)

Yeah maybe we were in high school
But you never see the ending
When you're young and not pretending
Singing everything's gon' be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
Buried her deep inside
Stars go kill my eyes

Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's in Ohio and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
But she's got a boyfriend now
(Whoa)
(Whoa)

Then I took a trip out to LA
For the girl with a smile that could take your breath away
I'm thinking everything's gon' be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)

Maybe I thought I could sweep in and
Sweep her off her feet and go right back to Boston
Thinking everything's gon' be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
The streets keep holding on but now she's so far gone

Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's on the west coast and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
But she's got a boyfriend now

Take me back to you somehow
And everything that I know now it's so hard
I tore us apart
Take me back to feeling like the world
Would just keep dealing me the right cards
Now you're just so far

And I'm 23 and invincible
Got the world figured out and a bird on my shoulders
Told me everything's gon' be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And when is everything gonna be alright?

Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's in Ohio and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
Cause then she goes
I wish that I could press rewind somehow
But she's got a boyfriend now

(Whoa)
(Whoa)
She's got a boyfriend now
(Whoa)
She's got a boyfriend now
(Whoa)

Take your
Take your breath away

Take your
Take your breath away

1st lyrics post after a looooong time... =D

Blog Revived.... i think...

2009-11-13T18:56:00.003+08:00

Exams are over!! Time to start wasting time in front of the computer again!! hahaha...

Trying to revive my bloggieee~

DEAD!!

2009-11-06T14:39:00.001+08:00

THIS BLOG IS OFFICIALLY DEAD!!!

will update soon lah... see how...
no promises... =)

school...!!

2009-09-26T17:19:00.002+08:00

the one thing i dred the most after the holidays....

BACK TO SCHOOL..!! :'(

Time Flies

2009-09-25T22:28:00.003+08:00

Holidays are going to be over... AGAIN!!

this holidays were super... stayed home a few days... went out a few days... had fun..... =D

Just The Girl - The Click Five

2009-09-25T22:25:00.002+08:00

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool
At our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after

[Chorus:]
Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret
For more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
The more I adore her
What can I do?
I'd do anything for her

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

And when she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my head

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
Oh, I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

I'm lookin' for
I'm lookin' for
I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

*Zuper!*

Just A Kiss - Steve Holy

2009-09-25T22:12:00.001+08:00

At the end of the night
Captured in the moonlight
You gave what you insist was just a kiss
But my lips said otherwise
And to my heart’s surprise
That moment of total bliss
Was more than just a kiss

Because just a kiss can't make my heart ache
Just a kiss can't make me fall
Just a kiss can't make my whole world shake
But your kiss did it all
I don’t pretend to know love’s mysteries
But baby, I know this
When you touched your lips to mine
It was more than just a kiss

I felt my feet leave the ground
I heard my walls come down
There was no chance to resist
It was more than just a kiss

Because just a kiss can't make my heart ache
Just a kiss can't make me fall
Just a kiss can't make my whole world shake
But your kiss did it all
I don’t pretend to know love’s mysteries
But baby, I know this
When you touched your lips to mine
It was more than just a kiss

It was a flood, it was a fire
It was a walk on a wire
It was that moment in time
I’ll never chase from my mind
It was more than just a kiss

Because just a kiss can't make my heart ache
Just a kiss can't make me fall
Just a kiss can't make my whole world shake
But your kiss did it all
I don’t pretend to know love’s mysteries
But baby, I know this
When you touched your lips to mine
It was more than just a kiss

Just a Kiss, Just a Kiss, Just a Kiss

Holidays again! Wahahahah!!

2009-09-17T18:11:00.000+08:00

Wow! The HOLIDAYS are there again!!

Wow... Totally nothing to write...

2009-09-16T16:34:00.002+08:00

Its been a weeek since i last updated my blog... cant seem to get any inspiration on what to write in here....

So... the past week was fine...

Finally finished suara... its gonna print... and u MBS ppl will get it afta raya... (Hopefully)

that was basically what this week was about...

Dead!

2009-09-10T19:40:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the deadness of my blog... will try to revive it soon... =D

When you say nothing at all - Ron Keating

2009-09-09T19:52:00.002+08:00

Its amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you dont say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
Theres a truth in your eyes saying youll never leave me
The touch of your hand says youll catch me when ever I fall
You say it best..when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd (the crowd)
Try as they may they can never define
Whats been said between your heart and mine

Chorus x 2

(you say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all..)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Lets me know that you need me..

Chorus

(you say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all..)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Lets me know that you need me..

(you say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all..)

*LOVE THIS!!*

Everyday I Love You - Boyzone.

2009-09-05T19:39:00.002+08:00

I don't know but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you

*Fell in love with this song..*

RESULTS!!

2009-09-03T20:26:00.001+08:00

haiz.... disappointing results this time... =S

Dont wanna talk about it... juz know that my average mark is less than 70!! *zzzzz*

Before The Storm - Nick Jonas and Miley Cyrus

2009-09-02T19:18:00.001+08:00

Yeah-ah-ah
Whoa-oh-oh-oh

No this isn't what I wanted
Never thought it'd come this far
Thinkin' back to where we started
And how we lost all that we are
We were young and times were easy
But I could see it's not the same
Standing here but you don't see me
Give it all for that to change
I don't want to lose her
Don't want to let her go

Standing out in the rain
Need to know if it's over
Cause I would leave you alone
I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I'll never hold her
Like I did before the storm
Yeah-ah-ah
Before the storm

With every stike of lightning
Comes a memory that lasts
Not a word is left unspoken
As the thunder starts to crash
Maybe I should give up

Standing out in the rain
Need to know if it's over
Cause I would leave you alone
I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I'll never hold her
Like I did before the storm

I'm trying to keep the lights from going out
And the clouds from ripping out my broken heart
They always say a heart is not a home
Without the one who gets you through the storm

Standing out in the rain
Knowing that it's really over
Please don't leave me alone
I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I'll never hold ya
Like I did before the storm
Yeah
Like I did before the storm

*This is nice...*

Sigh Last Day of Holidays...

2009-08-31T17:20:00.004+08:00

How Time flies... school's gonna reopen tmr... i'm really gonna miss the late nights and waking up late... have to get adjusted to school life again... but... nvm.. its ok... in 3 weeks time there will be another HOLIDAY!! Wahahahahahaha!!!

21 days to the next holidays!! weeeeeeeeeee~

Holiday Life!

2009-08-28T02:19:00.002+08:00

wow! time flies... its already FRIDAY! 4 more days and its BACK TO SCHOOL!! Thats FAST!!

so... this holidays were kinda crazy and tiring....

update of my holidays....

Monday,

Went to gurney with a bunch of half-high friends... did lots of laughing and watched some of them playing Initial D.. lol! Then went for pool.... hahaha... den lepak here lepak there until around 6 den came home... came home, online... chatted wit FULLY-high friends....! =D. Had fun talking nonsense with them... hahaha... slept late...

Tuesday,

Went to gurney with another group of friends... Believe it or not we watched 2 movies... somemore without my glasses... so my eyes turned really red... lol!! the movies were fun and crazy... but not half as crazy as some of mua friends.... wakakakak... u know who u are...! =D

Wednesday,

Went to school in the morning.... was suppose to do something for ed board... did nothing actually... accept wait for my principal to sign some papers and give me something which would supposedly help my report writing.... got a shock from teacher when she said that my report muz be 3 PAGES!!! WOOT! thats like 2000 words!!! what the?! did it anyway... (took a zuper long time!! finished an hour ago!! lol!!) And yes... what better way to spend the night then crapping with some ever-HIGH friends... lol!!

Thursday,

Went to school again! saved something into my pen drive and cabut d... went "GALLIVANTING" with frens... and then.. went to gurney... AGAIN! lol!! Walked around and as usual lepak like no bodies business... then... came home.... went out for dinner with some of my dad's frens.... came back... slept for half an hour... den worked on my report...! took such a long time to write.... was so blur and blank... lol! finished it! yeah!!

Today, (its only 2.19... so i'll do some predicting...)

hmmm... i'll wake up late!! very very very late.... have my lunch... and perhaps... sleep again...!! hahahah!! then i'll watch TV... then... er... sleep again lo.... wake up for dinner... then online... hopefully got ppl to chat with me... =D. then i'll do some editing... hahahaha...

Tomorrow,

er... same as today!! wahahahahahaahah!!!

Day After Tomorrow,

hmmm... sunday hor... have to go to church lo... =D. Thats all i can predict... My sundays are very unpredictable... lol!

Day After The Day After Tomorrow,

same as today!! Merdeka day! So.... er... like that lo....

Day After The Day After The Day After Tomorrow,

BACK TO SCHOOL!! *sobs*

get exam results... hope i dont get screwed!

Thats all lah... its very late d.... and my head is killing me... so... u know lah... my post is kinda weird and all... hahaha.... k lah!

bye ppl!

Weeeeeee~!

End of The Summer - Theory of A Deadman.

2009-08-28T02:07:00.001+08:00

Here we are
At the end
Say goodbye to all your friends
Here we go waching the sun go round
Sitting on a roodtop making time stop
I never want to come back down never want to come down

Its the end of the summer
Its the end of it all
Those days are gone its over now were moving on
Its the end of the summer
But we'll see it all again
So hold on till this moment till then
Its the end of the summer

Here we stand
In the middle of an empty street
Tell me where you want to go
I'll tell you thats where i want to be
Say goodbye to the warm breeze
We could be almost anywhere
Ill miss you till the next time
I hope i see you there
I hope i see you back here.

Its the end of the summer
Its the end of it all
Those days are gone its over now were moving on
Its the end of the summer
But we'll see it all again
So hold on till this moment till then
Its the end of the summer end of the summer

Rides almost over
Its getting colder
Take one last look
Before it passes by befor it passes you by

Its the end of the summer
Its the end of it all
Those days are gone its over now were moving on
Its the end of the summer
But we'll see it all again
So hold on till this moment till then
Its the end of the summer
[repeat x2]

End of the summer

*Awesome!*

Hero - Mariah Carey

2009-08-28T02:06:00.001+08:00

There's a hero if you look inside your heart.
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away.
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.
It's a long road when you face the world alone.
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within yourself
and the emptiness you felt will disappear.
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.
Lord knows dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away.
Hold on, there will be tommorow.
In time you'll find the way.
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.
That a hero lies in you,
that a hero lies in you.

*Fell in LOVE with this.*

=D

2009-08-24T19:53:00.002+08:00

Today went to Gurney wit frens... was kinda fun... watched some of them in the arcade "driving" and wasting their money... LOL!! Den went for pool!! hahaha.... lost touch after about a year not playing... =D

seeing ppl out of school can really be crazy... =D

Skyway Avenue - We The Kings.

2009-08-22T23:10:00.001+08:00

She said let's change our luck
This night is all we've got
Drive fast until we crash
This dead end life
Sweet dreams that won't come true
I'd leave it all for you
Brick walls are closing in
Let's make a run tonight

Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue

She said don't change your mind
Let's leave this town behind
We'll race right off the cliff
They will remember this
It all got so mundane
With you I'm back again
Just take me by the hand
We're close to the edge

Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue

Where are your guts to fly
Soaring through, through the night
And if you take that last step
I'll follow you
Leave the edge and fly
We're finally alive

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue
So what's left to prove
We have made it through

*One of my many Favourites..*

Holidays!!!

2009-08-22T23:00:00.003+08:00

Yeah!! 1st day of holidays!! got up late... 10 something.... den used the comp... watched Leverage... lol... hahaha... another addictive drama series.... XD. watched 4 episodes at one go... did some facebooking... and then turned off the comp...

did lots of msg-ing today... Very enjoyable... daydreamed alot... slept... read archie... read newspapers... (for quite a long time..) listened to a lot of music... and basically juz relaxed... hehhe...

nice way to start the holidays....!!

IT STARTS RIGHT NOW!!

2009-08-21T14:28:00.002+08:00

Weeeeee...! Exams are over...!! no more late night studying, no more restless naps, no more books and definitely no more nagging from my mum!! hahaha.... The Holidays have also arrived.... Yay!! After the last bell, I could practically feel wings growing from my back... LOL!! TIME TO FLY!!

As promised... i'll update the whole weeks happenings... =D

Saturday,

Exams started... school was smart to put it on saturday to force the students to come to school... lol! so... had BM and Math today... BM was *zzzzzzzzz*.... Swt case.... Not enough time to do also... so juz did whatever i could and ended up leaving one section blank... Oops..! dono wad results i'll get.... Math however... was *wakakakakaka*.... quite easy... finished the paper and still had time to check... >.^... Came home after that and slept immediately... XD.. woke up... did add math and chemi... add math was so frustrating and i got annoyed...!! (biasa-lah!!)

Sunday,

As usual... went to church in the morning... the church was celebrating its 52nd anniversary... (or izzit 53?) so... had lunch in church... came home.... slept again... then burried my self in chemistry books!! did that until dinner... after dinner cracked my head over add math again!! this time i actually enjoyed it..... =D

Monday,

Had chemistry, sivik and English today... did not study and sivik... so did not know wad to expect... but anyway.. it was easy... hahaha... an A in hand... =D. English... hmmm... no comment on this... CHEMISTRY!!! wow!! best chemi paper ever!!! hahaha... super fun... nice essay.... nice structure questions.... everything was superb...! After exams... came home... and slept for sometime... then started to crack my head over add math and bio... dont wanna disappoint my tuition teacher and parents... so had to practice a lot.... planned not to go to school on Tuesday cuz there were no exams... so... did bio until 12 and worked on add math until 2....!

Tuesday,

Woke up at 9 and slept again until 11... lol!! (that's so like me... =D).. then... lazed around until lunch time... after lunch... buried myself in bio books.... read ALOT....! den rested and used the comp... haha... watched smallville... initially only wanted to watch one episode but ended up watching 3!! lol... after that basically did add math until bed time....

Wednesday,

was very nervous in the morning... Bio was first... prayed for easy questions... mana tau... easy ones came out... wakakakka.... the essay part was also FUN!! hahaha... played with the words and elaborated each point many many times... hope teacher has no difficulty understanding it... =D. After that was add math!! another killer.... the first part was surprisingly easy... (thanks to my tuition teacher! =D) BUT!!! the 4th question was *zzzzz*.... Forgot the Formula!! swt!! haiz... went home cursing add math and all the formulas... lol!! as usual, slept again... woke up and did phys... read all the laws... memorized their definitions... tried to memorize the FORMULAS... but nothing seemed to stick in my head... after that read my moral nilai!! had to memorize 28 freaking nilai with all the definitions which don't even make sense....!! *zzzzzzz*.....

Thursday,

First sub was phys... got a shock... did not know all the phys concepts... But!! have no fear...!! MATH IS HERE!! did all the calculations using mathematics concepts instead of phys concepts... lol!! actually enjoyed a physics paper for the 1st time in my form 4 life.... hahahaah!! After that was the depressing moral exam.... remembered the 12 basic nilais only... so... the rest juz wrote anything which i thought was appropriate... redefined some of the moral values also.... lol!! after that paper... came home... guess what... i did not sleep.... went straight to the comp and Smallville-ed... lol!! den after that i had a little headache... lol.. (serve me right).. So.... OFF TO BED!! =D. Woke up... did SEJARAH!! read for a long looooooooooooong time... surprisingly managed to remember all.... hahahaha!

TODAY.....

Exams were after recess... so went to the library to study... (i'm such a good boy rite?). Brainstormed with Beng Leong on some Islam thing which i cant even remember now that the exam is over.... then... went for it....! Terkezut!! WHAT I STUDIED DID NOT COME OUT!!!! ARGHHH!!! but anyhow... i could answer the most of the questions... for essay... wrote everything that made sense to me.... =D (wrote my own history..) THEN!! the bell rung!! First thing that came to mind was HOLIDAYS!! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayy!!

so.... thats what i did the whole week.... =D

not going anywhere this holidays.... not going back to Klang and KL.... awwww... nvm... i'll be back during the nov holidays...!!

I PROMISE!!

:'(

2009-08-18T12:05:00.002+08:00

sorry for the lack of updating lately... busy with exams and all... which makes me kinda inspirationless...

i'll give a full update this friday... AFTER EXAMS!!

Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls.

2009-08-18T12:01:00.001+08:00

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven’t heard

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one sip would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We’re spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched
But now I’m so broken that I can’t get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now its just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one sip would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
Checking into rehab is everything that we had
Didn’t mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one sip would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

Now it’s over
I still taste it on my tongue

*wheeee!*

Taking Chances - Celine Dion.

2009-08-18T11:37:00.003+08:00

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world

*=D*

On Top of The World - Boys Like Girls.

2009-08-15T14:05:00.002+08:00

Look up, the stars are fading
And I am still here waiting
To see you again
Be with you my friend

When the moon is gone forever
I hope you're up there somewhere
I'll see you again
Be with you my friend

'Cause all the roads they lead to where you are
And all the streetlights shine like they were stars
That's where you are

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything,
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams

Look out across the water
Faces of lonely daughters and mothers who care
But just can't be there
Swear that I will see you someday
I have to find a way
To show you I care
Even if you're not there

So I'm following the road to where you are
(Meet you tonight on top of)
The streetlights they will guide me to the stars
That's where you are

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything,
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams

My heart is empty without you
Sometimes you don't know what you do
And I need you tonight
I'll fall asleep and it's alright
Close my eyes and I'll be by your side

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything,
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
(On top of the world)
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams

*SUPER!*

1st day of exams...

2009-08-15T13:52:00.001+08:00

1st day of exams juz over... had BM and math today... lol...! BM was good... accept for 2 sections... i did not know what was "ayat perintah" and my peribahasa had some problems.... =D. Math... was super fun... quite easy... hahaha...

so... monday have another round.... XD Better study this few days... or esle.... DIE!

*not much time to blog... so there will be less posting...*

crash course....!!

2009-08-13T14:03:00.002+08:00

going for a 3 hour add math tuition...!!

Hope my brain doesn't get fried..!!

oh no.....!! I hate this part...!!

2009-08-11T14:06:00.000+08:00

once again.... Its here....!! ITS HERE....!! Exams...!! Grrr.... Juz hate it...!! Why muz we take exams..? Can't we be assessed by class work or something? Why exams? More work for teachers also rite?

Anyway... Have to take it...!! Zzzz... So last night did my revision... Lol... Studied until quite late... So today skipped school... Lol...!! Enjoyed myself in the morning... Slept until 11... =D

Tonight i'll do it again... And perhaps... If the mood is right... I'll skip school again...!! Yippieeee..!!

Life Is A Highway - Rascal Flatts.

2009-08-09T19:45:00.002+08:00

Whooo umm yeah...
Life's like a road that you travel on
When there's one day here and the next day gone
Sometimes you bend, sometimes you stand
Sometimes you turn your back to the wind
There's a world outside ev'ry darkened door
Where blues won't haunt you anymore
Where brave are free and lovers soar
Come ride with me to the distant shore
We won't hesitate
To break down the garden gate
There's not much time left today

[Chorus:]
Life is a highway
I wanna ride it all night long
If you're going my way
I wanna drive it all night long

Through all these cities and all these towns
It's in my blood and it's all around
I love you now like I loved you then
This is the road and these are the hands
From Mozambique to those Memphis nights
The Khyber Pass to Vancouver's lights

Knock me down get back up again
You're in my blood
I'm not a lonely man
There's no load I can't hold
Road so rough this I know
I'll be there when the light comes in
Just tell 'em we're survivors

[Chorus]

Gimme gimme gimme gimme yeah

[Chorus]

There was a distance between you and I (between you and I)
A misunderstanding once
But now we look it in the eye

Ooooo...Yeah!

There ain't no load that I can't hold
Road so rough this I know
I'll be there when the light comes in
Just tell 'em we're survivors

[Chorus: (x3)]
Life is a highway
I wanna ride it all night long
If you're going my way
I wanna drive it all night long

Gimme gimme gimme gimme yeah

*This is all i can say...*

what a day!

2009-08-08T23:52:00.002+08:00

wow! today was tiring... was out the whole day...

1stly.. went to school for my school's carnival... XD.. The place was kinda packed.. and noisy.. and muddy... had to take photos... did that... den spent whatever coupons i could... and gave the rest away.... =D

After that went to PC fair with Wei Meng.. went there and bought my BLUETOOTH HEADSET!! mana tau... come home cannot use.... zzzz... so no choice... have to go to their "office" in Perangin tmr... hope they wont ask me to go back to the PC fair....

XD..

*Very tired now...*

*head throbbing..*

*eyes closing...*

*gonna drop any minute..*

Over You - Chris Daughtry.

2009-08-06T20:24:00.001+08:00

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

*meaningful!*

Blog Drought.

2009-08-06T18:15:00.002+08:00

currently INSPIRATIONLESS! Nothing to post..

blah!

Home - Chris Daughtry.

2009-08-04T15:32:00.002+08:00

I'm staring out into the night
And trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
and feeling good don't ever cost a thing,
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain
I'm going home to the place where I belong
where your love has always been enough for me
I'm running from you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home
The miles are getting longer it seems
The closer I get to you.... babe
I've not always been the best man and friend for you
But your love remains true and I don't know why
You always seem to give me another try
I'm going home
To the place where I belong
Where your love has always been good enough for me
I'm running from you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
Be careful what you wish for
cause you just might get it all
you just might get it all and then some you dont want
be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all
I'm going home to the place where I belong
Where your love has always been enough for me
And I'm running from.. you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me'
But these places and these faces are getting old
But these places and these faces are getting old
I'm going home
I'm going home

*I AM HOME!!*

Thunder - Boys Like Girls.

2009-08-03T19:15:00.001+08:00

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

*Thunder!*

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

2009-08-02T12:08:00.002+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

*Secondhand Serenade!*

I Still Believe - Hayden Panettiere.

2009-08-01T18:26:00.002+08:00

Somehow i know i will find a way to a brighter day in the sun
somewhere i know that he waits for me
someday soon he'll see I'm the one

I wont give up on this feeling
and nothing could keep me away

Cause i still believe in Destiny
That you and I were meant to be.
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
Cause i still believe, believe in love

I know whats real can not be denied
All though it may hide for a awhile..
With just one touch love can calm your fears
Turning all your tears into smiles

It's such a wondrous feeling
I know that my heart can't be wrong

Cause i still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above..
Cause i still believe.. believe in love

Love can make miracles change everything
lift you from the darkness and make your heart sing
Love is a river when you fall it's the greatest power of all

Oh, i still believe in destiny
That you and i were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above...
Cause i still believe.. believe in love
Yes i still believe.. Believe in love
I still believe in love
I still believe...believe in love
I still believe...believe in love

*I still believe in 48-houred SATURDAYS!!*

wheeeee! saturday!

2009-08-01T18:12:00.004+08:00

wheeeee.... today was a good day... no school... no church... nothing.... this is what a satuday should be like.... hehe.... so today stayed home the whole day! slept until 12.... woke up.... did the rubik's again....(trying to master it!)..

then practicied guitar... and did my rubik's again... and practicied guitar again.... and did the rubik's again.... and practicied guitar again.............

(it goes on and on.....)

then i slept.... hehehe.... until around 5 something... den woke up and here i am....! blogging! yippie!!

*long live saturdays!*

*i wish there were 48-houred saturdays!*

Woot..!! Rubik's..!!

2009-08-01T03:58:00.001+08:00

wow....!! Juz finished solving my very FIRST rubik's cube..!! Hahahaha...!!

Sway lah!!

2009-07-31T16:59:00.002+08:00

Today in school so sway la.... haiz...

first... went into class... 1st period add math.... just only entered class... den remembered i had homework!! panic... den quickly did it... good thing finished on time... den when teacher asked to take out another exercise book... my book finish using pulak!! so had to use paper.... *zzzzzz...*

after that, one prefect masuk my class... say got duty for next week's carnival.... lol!! i was like *you gotta be kidding... carnival lah!! prefects somemore got DUTY!!* furthermore the duty was so pathetic...! COLLECTING COUPONS!!

after that... things went smooth for 2 periods.... den went for recess... had duty as usual... did that.... den when on the way back to class.... discipline teacher suddenly shout at me!! i tot *aiyo? another job?* Mana tau... she said my hair was long!! (aiyo... mummy ah!!! ask you to take me yesterday you say no time... see la now!!) Somemore she did not know my name... she referred to me as; "that quite well-built fella.." i was about to shout *eh!! wad you mean by fella!!?* but i decided otherwise... so.... no choice... had to follow her.... sway la... prefect somemore... malu-nyaa~! den kena cut lo... but the "barber" was another teacher... i knew him well... so he juz cut a bit only!!

so after school... went to get it cut properly... hehe... now it looks OKAY!!

A Moment Like This - Leona Lewis.

2009-07-31T16:54:00.002+08:00

[Verse 1]
What if I told youIt was all meant to be
Would you believe me?Would you agree?
It's almost that feeling
That we've met before
So tell me that you dont think I'm crazy
When I tell you that love has come here & now

[Chorus]
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Ohh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this

[Verse 2]
Everything changes, but beauty remains
Somethings so tenderI can't explain
Ohh well I may be dreaming
But till I awake
Can't we make this dream last forever
And I cherish all the love that we shared

[Chorus]
Could this be the greatest love of all
I wanna know that you will
Catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this
some people wait a lifetime for a momont like this

[Chorus x2]

*nice!*

A lyrics a day!

2009-07-30T15:57:00.001+08:00

A lyrics a DAY, makes ME happy EVERYDAY!

Good Day - The Click Five.

2009-07-30T15:55:00.002+08:00

I woke up early in my hotel room
Wait for my alarm to go.
I think about the things I`ve gotta do
Damn, my mind is gonna blow.
I`m freaking out, about what's ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
'Cause it`s no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again

You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have good day

I quit my job about a week ago
Told 'em that I need some time.
Now I`m going strong on Lexapro
Doctor says I`m doing fine.
I`m freaking out about what's ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
'Cause it's no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again

You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have a good day

Just when I thought I couldn`t lose
I realized that it's the only thing I knew

I`m freaking out about what's ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
'Cause it's no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself
Tell it to myself
Tell it to myself again

You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There's always something in your way

You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?

You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have a good day

You`re gonna have a good day

You`re gonna have a good day

*everyone should listen to this!*

SCHOOL!!

2009-07-29T18:02:00.000+08:00

hmm... today school was kinda.... er.... DRY.... nothing " interesting".... tried alot of times to get out of class and walk around the school... hehe.... will do that again tmr.... hahahahah!!

*restless, figitive, hyper...*

Angel To You, Devil To Me - The Click Five.

2009-07-29T17:39:00.002+08:00

When I saw her she looked my way
And I knew that I was over my head
Ruby lips on a smile so sweet
With a rude attitude that could knock me dead

(suddenly)
I heard a voice when she called my name
(suddenly)
I knew my life was gonna change

Well she's hotter than hell
And she's cool as they come
And she's smart and she's wild
All rolled into one
Ya you say I'm the guy that you wish you could be
It's not easy to see
That she's an angel to you
But she's a devil to me

All my friends say you lucky guy
Everyone wants to stand in your place
And so I give it another try
I'm not sure how much more my poor heart can take

(suddenly)
I feel the blood pumpin' round my brain
(suddenly)
I grab my bat and I'm back in the game

Well she's hotter than hell
And she's cool as they come
And she's smart and she's wild
All rolled into one
Ya you say I'm the guy that you wish you could be
It's not easy to see
That she's an angel to you
But she's a devil to me

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
Cause noone knows that she puts me through anyway
I'm awake in disaster
I can't seem to get past her
I try and I try but I can't get away

That she's an angel to you
But she's a devil to me
That she's an angel to you
But she's a devil to me
It's not easy to see

Well she's hotter than hell
And she's cool as they come
And she's smart and she's wild
All rolled into one
Ya you say I'm the guy that you wish you could be
It's not easy to see

Well she's hotter than hell
And she's cool as they come
And she's smart and she's wild
All rolled into one
Ya you say I'm the guy that you wish you could be
It's not easy to see
That she's an angel to you
But she's a devil to me

*DAMN THIS IS GOOD!!*

100th Post!!

2009-07-28T19:16:00.004+08:00

WooT...! can't believe it!! this is my 100th post already....!! (that was quick! 3 months only!!) wow!! what a blogging journey.... love it!! although at times it makes my fingers ache, bengkak, numb, sprained, but its worth it!!

Blog ON!!

Never Had a Dream Come True - S Club 7

2009-07-28T17:07:00.000+08:00

Ooh...

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus

A part of me will always be with you...

-.-

New Divide - Linkin Park!

2009-07-28T16:34:00.004+08:00

I remember black skies
And lightning all around me
I remembered each flash
As time began to burn
Like a startling sign
The feint had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the thoughts cross
The distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
Ignite the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth and lies
Across this new divide

There is nothing inside
The memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide
The ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in
Between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the thoughts cross
The distance in your mind
Across this new divide

And every loss
And every lie
And every truth that you deny
And each regret
And each divide
Are some mistakes you pray to hide
And your voice was all I heard
But I get what I deserve

So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the thoughts cross
The distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
Connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth and lies
Across this new divide
Across this new divide
Across this new divide

.......

Random!

2009-07-27T19:18:00.001+08:00

Music lyrics speaks multitudes!! plz read the lyrics that i post!! each lyrics has a tinge of what i'm feeling...!

READ THEM NOW!!

Make Heaven Wait - Guy Sebastian.

2009-07-27T19:13:00.002+08:00

I see you smiling every day
Looking back at me like nothing ever changed
I swear i heard you call my name
But in reality
Its just your picture in the frame

Why am i here
Without you
When there was so much for us left to do
How could the angels have come so soon

[CHORUS:]
If i could make heaven wait
I'd find a way to ask god if he had
Made some mistake
If he'd save your wings
For another day
If only i could make heaven wait

All your clothes are hanging up
Not a thing's been touched
I left it all the same
I wish i could press rewind
And go back in time
Just to see your face again
Cos i miss you
I need you
I'm so alone without you here with me
You are the reason that i breathe

[CHORUS]

And every night i search for your star
In the sky
(asking why oh why)
Lord knows i would trade in my life for
A chance to say goodbye

*Woooooo0OoT*

lalala...

2009-07-27T18:33:00.002+08:00

everything is fine with me today... I do not have anything to say ATM... Juz that i'm **** of alot of things...! >.^

yeah..!!

2009-07-26T17:54:00.002+08:00

youth sunday today... Had to sing... Haha... Me... Singing? Lol....!! Anyway i did it... Felt weird... Then jason from klang came to visit... Long time did not see him... Went to macs wit him... Had lunch there... Den took him to see my house... After that asked my mum to fetch us to gurney... Walked around like 2 idiots... Had starbucks.... Yummy!! Den continued walking and walking and walking... Felt bored then came home... Had nice company wit him... Hehe... Heard alot of stories about klang from him... Miss those ppl in klang toooooo....!!

Run Don't Walk - Hey Monday.

2009-07-25T20:47:00.004+08:00

I am restless, and I keep trembling
Everyone watch me as I descend
Into a feeling that's overwhelming me
I finally stopped, stopped making sense

I can't stop talking to myself
I'm a desperate cry for help.

Run, don't walk
The sky is falling through
Don't talk tonight
I'm so confused
I'm lost, I'm lost with you.
I don't care where we are
Or where we're headed to
But I know I'm lost, I'm lost with you.
With you.

Your mouth keeps moving
But I've lost focus now
Clock keeps ticking, time's running out
Where we're headed, there's no heading back
Tripping ugly, I'm losing ground

I can't stop talking to myself
I'm a desperate cry for help.

Run, don't walk
The sky is falling through
Don't talk tonight
I'm so confused
I'm lost, I'm lost with you.
I don't care where we are
Or where we're headed to
But I know I'm lost, I'm lost with you.
With you.

For the record
When I'm with you
Things are looking better, for once
Everything is brighter, than the darkness
Before you.

Run, don't walk
The sky is falling through
Don't talk tonight
I'm so confused
I'm lost, I'm lost with you.

Run, don't walk
The sky is falling through
Don't talk tonight
I'm so confused
I'm lost, I'm lost with you.
I don't care where we are
Or where we're headed to
But I know I'm lost, I'm lost with you.

*Impressive song!*

tiring lah...!!

2009-07-25T14:06:00.002+08:00

its saturday... Should be sleeping in late... But... As usual.... My saturday sleep would always be spoilt by some school even....!! Not that i mind... But at least not every week la.....!! Zzzz... At least a month d never sleep until 12...

So... Today's event was the speech day...!! Had to go to school... No choice... So woke up early.... VERY VERY EARLY....!! And went to school... Haiz.... First thing i had to do was MARCHING...!! Grrr... What a way to start your day...!! Anyway... Did not complain... Did it... But...!! Had to wait for the VIP.... As usual... The VIP became the VLP... Very late person... Supposed to start at 8... He came at almost 9.... ONE HOUR LATE....!! ONE BLOODY HOUR....!!

After that... Went into the hall... Heard many boring speeches... Don't even remember half of them... Den got my prize for english...!!! Haha... After that... Did some photo taking... Them loitered around...

Once the ceremony was over... Lunch pulak... Did interviews wit ex boys... And datuks... Bla bla bla... Listened to them toking... Telling their school life stories... One after another until about 1 15...

Back not long ago... Very tired... Going to sleep now...!!

Breakfast At Tiffany's - Deep Blue Something

2009-07-24T17:51:00.002+08:00

You say that we've got nothing in common
No common ground to start from
And we're falling apart
You'll say the world has come between us
Our lives have come between us
But I know you just don't care

CHORUS:
And I said what about "Breakfast at Tiffany's?
She said, "I think I remember the film,
And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it."
And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got."

I see you - the only one who knew me
And now your eyes see through me
I guess I was wrong
So what now? It's plain to see we're over,
And I hate when things are over -
When so much is left undone

CHORUS:
And I said what about "Breakfast at Tiffany's?
She said, "I think I remember the film,
And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it."
And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got."

You say that we've got nothing in common
No common ground to start from
And we're falling apart
You'll say the world has come between us
Our lives have come between us
But I know you just don't care

CHORUS:
And I said what about "Breakfast at Tiffany's?
She said, "I think I remember the film,
And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it."
And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got."

*WOot!*

Set Off - Hey Monday.

2009-07-23T22:20:00.004+08:00

In the dark it's getting hard to breathe
Suffocating, something's wrong
I feel so incomplete
They stop and stare
And try to drag us down
Light the fuse
Flip the switch
Baby, hold your ground

You and me
They wanna break us
Let's shake it up
Cause they will never take us

Set off all the fires
Set off your alarms
I don't care what they say
Cause they don't who we are

Set off all the fires
Set off your alarms
They can give us all they got
You're all I want

All their fears
Watch 'em all come true
All their words
Wrote ever and tell us what to do

Hit and run
There's nothing left to lose
Break their hole, slip away
Forever me and you

You and me
They wanna break us
Let's shake it up
Cause they will never take us

Set off all the fires
Set off your alarms
I don't care what they say
Cause they don't who we are

Set off all the fires
Set off your alarms
They can give us all they got
You're all I want

Let's blind their eyes
And wave goodbye
We start the fire

Set off all the fires
Set off your alarms
I don't care what they say
Cause they don't who we are

Set off all the fires
Set off your alarms
I don't care what they say
Cause they don't who we are

Set off all the fires
Set off your alarms
They can give us all they got
You're all I want

You're all I want

*Pure Genius!*

Add Math...!!

2009-07-23T18:00:00.000+08:00

yeah..!! Juz went for 3 hours of add math tuition juz now...!! Feel very nerdy now... But i understand most of it d... Yeah...!!

Dirty Little Secret - The All-American Rejects

2009-07-22T18:27:00.002+08:00

Let me know that I've done wrong,
When I've known this all along,
I go around a time or two,
Just to waste my time with you.

Tell me all that you've thrown away,
Find out games you don't wanna play,
You are the only one that needs to know--

I'll keep you my dirty little secret,
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you`ll be just another regret,
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret,
Who has to know?

When we live such fragile lives,
It's the best way we survive,
I go around a time or two,
Just to waste my time with you,

Tell me all that you've thrown away,
find out games you don't wanna play,
you are the only one that needs to know---

I'll keep you my dirty little secret,
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret,
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret.

Who has to know?
The way she feels inside (inside!)
Those thoughts I can't deny (can't deny!)
These sleeping thoughts won't lie (won't lie!)
And all I've tried to hide
It's eating me apart
Trace this life back!

I'll keep you my dirty little secret,
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret.
(Just another regret)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret,
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret,
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret,
Dirty little secret,
Dirty little secret.

Who has to know?
Who has to know?

*Shhh....! Secret*

busy..

2009-07-21T19:24:00.002+08:00

today was a busy day...!! Went to school in the morning... Signed prefects attendence and went for an english camp in st georges... ^^

Was there the whole day... 3 of us represented MBS... Students from thailand also attended the event.....!! Had english related activities there... 1St-ly, was the spelling bee... Haha... Our school's representative - barnabas, got 2nd runner up...!! Haha...

After that was a drama competition... After which, there was a photo taking session... Took many photos with the thai students... I guess they really like to take photos... Haha...

Once that was done with, we went back to school and sat in the ed-board room until school was over...!! Did not enter class at all... Haha...

Then... Went home... Did some moral work and then had to go to school for a scrable Competition... Got beaten flat by a teacher... (what do you expect... Teacher vs student not fair la....!!)...

Juz Came home... And i'm blogging now... Going for bk afterwards...!!

*what a day....!!*

sigh...

2009-07-20T15:35:00.003+08:00

school was kinda boring today.. was not in a good mood so was going off at every mistake ppl made... did the usual stuff... had chemistry last period... that was the best sub today... other subs were *zzzz*....

*a bit kuku*

The Reason (guitar cords).

2009-07-20T15:30:00.016+08:00

Intro: E

E                    C#m
I'm not a perfect person, 
                                    E
There's many things I wish I didn't do.
                   C#m
But I continue learning,
                                     A
I never meant to do those things to you.
                             B
And so I have to say before I go,
                          E
That I just want you to know:
 
Chorus:
                    C#m
I found a reason for me,
                          A
A change in who I used to be.
                       B
A reason to start over new,
                   E
And the reason is you.
                      C#m
I'm sorry that I hurt you,
                                    E
It's something I must live with everyday.
                          C#m
And all the pain I put you through,
                                A
I wish that I could take it all away,
                                    B
And be the one who catches all your tears.
                           E
That's why I need you to hear:
(Repeat Chorus)
 
Bridge:
                  E
And the reason is you,
                  D
And the reason is you,
                  E
And the reason is you.
                   C#m
I'm not a perfect person,
                                    A
I never meant to do those things to you.
                              B
And so I have to say before I go,
                        B
That I just want you to know:
 
(Repeat Chorus)
                       C#m
I've found a reason to show,
                         A
A side of me you didn't know.
                        B
A reason for all that I do,
                  E
And the reason is you.


*For Someone!*

The Reason.

2009-07-19T19:20:00.002+08:00

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

*Mesmerizing!*

Whoa...!!

2009-07-18T22:41:00.002+08:00

wow...!! Juz back from prefects camp half an hour ago..!! Was supeeeeeeer...!! Had a swelling good time wit my fellow prefects..!! Really throughlly enjoyed myself...

Events of the day:
Went to school in the morning at 7.... Den had a talk by an invited speaker... That fella was really hyper...!! All the prefects were not even as enthusiastic as him... Haha...

After his talk... We had breakfast... Lol.. Then had ice breakers and games by the school counselor... Guess wad... My group won..!! Haha...

Then had lunch... After lunch... Had outdoor games... Quite fun la... But did alot of shouting... XD.. Got very fair wit powder all over...!! Den discussed in our groups for wad to present at night...

Had a long long planning session wit my team members... Then dinner came... Good food... Haha.. Den the performances started... Every team was required to do something... My team acted...

Had a fun time joking around the stage... And fooling wit the teachers names... Haha..!! (this can only be done during camp... So why waste the chance?).. My team won this tooooo...!! Haha..!!

After that... Was the prize giving... Then everyone cleaned up and went home...

*tired..!!*
*extremly happy..!!*

awesome...!!

2009-07-17T20:05:00.000+08:00

juz watched transformers juz now...!! AWESOME...!! really good movie... Worth every second of my time... Special thx to the person who accompanied me..!!(you know who you are)..

^^

I'm only me when i'm with you - Taylor Swift

2009-07-16T18:07:00.002+08:00

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky
Sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small-town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears
My secrets or my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I'm with anybody else
It's so hard to be myself
And only you can tell

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me, who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you,
with you,
uh huh uh, yeah

*Chun-ted eh...!*

add math oh add math!

2009-07-15T20:13:00.002+08:00

concerned about my add math.... dont know why... but.. when teacher is teaching i don't understand....!! i also cant retain what teacher taught last time... in one ear, out the other....!

I NEED HELP!!!

Everything - Michael Buble

2009-07-15T18:31:00.002+08:00

You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus]

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

*LOVE IT!*

mixed emotions...

2009-07-14T20:08:00.001+08:00

weird day i had today... In school... At first felt kinda emo... For no particular reason... Was in quite a bad mood.... Den after that... 1St period was english... Teacher said a lot of stuff... Can't remember most of it... Den cheered up pulak... XD...

3rd period phys... My goodness... Teacher was teaching atmospheric pressure... Interesting...!! Had fun..!! Recess time came.... Had prefectoral duty... Faced some troublesome students..!! Grrr... Its irritating when you tell them nicely to take the plate and they shout back at your face.... Wouldn't have such a problem in MHS... Anyway... I kept my cool and eventually, they gave me what i wanted... =D...

After recess... Maths... Always loved maths... So... No problem understanding... Bio came... And teacher taught us "green house cultivation"... Understood... But... When he gave essay... I wrote and wrote what i thought was right... Mana tau.. It was wrong... Spoiled my mood... Had another mood swing...!!

Until BM period... Teacher was teaching "Pak Kaduk".. Reminded me of form 3... Cheered up a bit... Last bell rang and i went home...

Came home... Turned on the comp... Nothing much to do... So turned it off... After that slept... Den watched tv...

Supposed to have BK class... But was canceled... So blogging now..

*happy..*

You Are Not Alone - Michael Jackson

2009-07-14T15:38:00.002+08:00

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

*Too Bad He's gone!*

happy birthday to ME...!!

2009-07-13T18:59:00.003+08:00

wow... I'm older by one year today...!! Woot...!! 16 ady... Big boy d lo... XD...

Went to school today... Had to do alot of running around for today's photo session... =D.. Did not enter class accept last two periods... (chemistry..)

Chemi class... Did electrolysis experiment... Lol... The Clumsy part of me surfaced and i tripped over a wire which suddenly appeared from who-knows-where... The wire knocked down two beakers and a conical flask... Lol... *crash*.. So had to write my name in the record book... *sigh*.. But didn't have to pay anything...

After that came home... Wasn't feeling that well... So i slept... Woke up at 5 40... Watched tv until now...

Still feeling some nausea... *sigh*.. Not going for tuition afterwards...=D...

what a rush...!!

2009-07-12T18:45:00.002+08:00

wow..!! Sunday again...!! The week flyed by so fast..!!

So as usual.... Went for youth meeting... Felt very tired after yesterday's "ordeal"... Eyes were half closing...

After youth... Came home and used comp... Did the prefects demerit recording duty list... Lol..!! (cool eh... Demerit recording...!! =D).. After that... Downloaded songs...!! Den went for lunch...

Had to do visual for 3rd service... So... Came back after lunch and slept.... Slept until 5 only woke up...!! (How Piggish of me..!!).. Rushed and rushed... Was in church in 1 and a half mins... (my personal record... =D)..

Good thing i have such wonderful church members... The projector thingy was already on...!! XD... So i juz had to make sure it remained on and was in proper working order.... Everything was fine... =D..

Juz came back.... Going for dinner soon...

The Anthem - Good Charlotte

2009-07-12T14:49:00.002+08:00

It's a new day, but it all feels old
It's a good life, that's what I'm told
But everything, it all just feels the same
And my high school, it felt more to me
Like a jail cell, a penitentiary
My time spent there, it only made me see

That I don't ever wanna be like you
I don't wanna do the things you do
I'm never gonna hear the words you say
'Cause I don't ever wanna, I don't ever wanna be

You...don't wanna be just like you
What I'm sayin' is this is the anthem throw all your hands up, you, don't wanna be you

"Go to college, a university, get a real job,"
That's what they said to me
But I could never live the way they want
I'm gonna get by and just do my time, out of step while they all get in line
I'm just a minor threat so pay no mind

Do you really wanna be like them, do you really wanna be another trend?
Do you wanna be part of their crowd?
'Cause I don't ever wanna, no I don't ever wanna be

You...don't wanna be just like you
What I'm sayin' is this is the anthem throw all your hands up, you, don't wanna be you

Shake it once, that's fine
Shake it twice, that's okay
Shake it three times, you're playing with yourself again

You...don't wanna be just like you
What I'm sayin' is this is the anthem throw all your hands up,
Y'all got to feel me, sing if you're with me, you, don't wanna be just like you (just like you)
This is the anthem throw all your hands up, y'all got to feel me, sing if you're with me
Another loser anthem (Whoa-oh)
Another loser anthem (Whoa-oh)
Another loser anthem (Whoa-oh)
Another loser anthem (Whoa-oh)

Syok!!

Boulevard OF Broken Dreams - Green Day

2009-07-12T14:44:00.002+08:00

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

NICEEE!

enlightening....!!

2009-07-11T22:07:00.003+08:00

long day today... Very long day... XD... Throughlly enjoyed myself at the orang asli kampung today... Haha... In case you ppl dono what i'm talking about... Today i went to visit a orang asli kampung wit some church members...

So... I started the day thinking... *hmmm... Orang asli ah? Why la? Why me? Somemore muz wake up so soooo early... Spoil my saturday only... Zzzz...* did not feel like going at all... Did not even feel like getting out of bed... But then... Tot otherwise and dragged myself out of bed... Lol...

The journey there took about 3 hours i think... Good thing got my phone to teman me...

Once reach there d... Still felt uneasy... Helped to carry stuff... Den sat around waiting for "assignments"... Mana tau... The Assignments really came... Lol... I was suppose to teach the orang asli children..... PHOINICS...!! My goodness...!! I was like... "eh... I don even know how i'm gonna teach them.... This is like... *** ****... Furthermore... I already forgot how my mum thought me...!!" wakaka... Was laughing at myself for sometime.... Felt so so so child-like to read the phoinics book...

Anyway... Other Things went on... Before the phoinics lesson... Haha.... Had worship... Scripture lesson... And a,b,c lesson... Lol...?

After that i was still like... "can i do this? Muz i do this?" But then... Still had to do it... XD... So no choice... The children were then spilt into 5 groups... We thought them a,e,i,o,u. I took the "u"... So Made the sounds and spelled some words for them... Felt like a kindergarten teacher... Haha...!!

Den after the first group.. The second group of children came... Terkejut pulak... Got big children in the group...!! Those that look like std 5 or 6..!! I thought... *eh? Shouldn't they be doing something more "difficult" than spelling and making funny sounds wit their tongues?* but kept that thought to myself... =D...

So after all the 5 groups... We (the "helpers") went to the river...!! Did not look like a river too me... Cuz the rivers i'm used to seeing aren't that clean... No offence.. But i think orang asli are much better at taking care of their rivers... Compare it to the klang river and see... Lol...!! Klang river looks like "bak kut teh" and smells like a thousand year old drain which had never been cleaned....!! TERRIBLE...!!

So dipped my feet in the river... Screamed at the ppl who wetted me... Even though it was juz a few drops... Rofl...!!

After that... Had to teach again...!!!!!! Did the same thing... Again...!! Den had lunch... Food boleh tahan la... XD...

After lunch... Came home... Sat in the church van... Packed like sardins!! Arrived back home around 6 15... XD... Really good experience...!! *NO REGRETS*

Thats all...!!

lyrics oh lyrics..!!

2009-07-11T22:03:00.003+08:00

sup readers...!! Hope all of you enjoy song lyrics... I like to read them and find out the meaning of the song... So that explains why i keep posting lyrics... XD...

Hope you enjoy them...

*any lyrics request... Plz tell me... I'll find them for you...*

Angels Brought Me Here - Guy Sebastian

2009-07-11T19:23:00.002+08:00

[Verse 1]
It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces, walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes...

[Bridge]
My dreams came true, when i found you
I found you, my miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Verse 2]
Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again
Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name...

[Bridge 2]
My dreams came true, right here in front of you
My miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Bridge 3]
Brought me here to be with you,
I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
Yes they brought me here...
If you could feel, the tenderness i feel...
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

*Meaningful*

Love Me For A Reason - Boyzone

2009-07-11T19:15:00.002+08:00

Girl when you hold me
How you control me
You bend and you fold me
Any way you please

It must be easy for you
To love the things that you do
But just a pastime for you
I could never be

And I never know girl
If I should stay or go
Cos the games that you play
Are driving me away...

Don't love me for fun girl
Let me be the one girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love
Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love

Kisses and caresses
Are only minor tests, babe
Of love turned to stresses
Between a woman and a man
So if love everlasting
Isn't what you're asking
I'll have to pass, girl
I'm proud to take a stand

I can't continue guessing
Because it's only messing
With my pride, and my mind
So write down this time to time

Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love
Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love

I'm just a little olf-fashioned
It takes more than a physical attraction
My initial reaction is
Honey give me a love
Not a fascimile of

Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love
Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love
(Repeat to fade)

*Cool Song*
(one of my favourites!)

The Craziness!

this is crazy...

An Entirely New Perspective..

its not easy...

Long Road Ahead!

Life After You - Daughtry

THIS IS SO TRUE!!

This Is My Now - Jordin Sparks.

1st day of School & 1st post of 2010!!

If Today Was Your Last Day - Nickelback.

Last Day Of 2009!!

Even The Nights Are Better - Air Supply.

Update!!

moving on...

All Out Of Love - Air Supply

EMO... >.<

No Surprise - Chris Daughtry

She's got a boyfriend now - Boys Like Girls

Blog Revived.... i think...

DEAD!!

school...!!

Time Flies

Just The Girl - The Click Five

Just A Kiss - Steve Holy

Holidays again! Wahahahah!!

Wow... Totally nothing to write...

Dead!

When you say nothing at all - Ron Keating

Everyday I Love You - Boyzone.

RESULTS!!

Before The Storm - Nick Jonas and Miley Cyrus

*Sigh* Last Day of Holidays...

Holiday Life!

End of The Summer - Theory of A Deadman.

Hero - Mariah Carey

=D

Skyway Avenue - We The Kings.

Holidays!!!

IT STARTS RIGHT NOW!!

:'(

Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls.

Taking Chances - Celine Dion.

On Top of The World - Boys Like Girls.

1st day of exams...

crash course....!!

oh no.....!! I hate this part...!!

Life Is A Highway - Rascal Flatts.

what a day!

Over You - Chris Daughtry.

Blog Drought.

Home - Chris Daughtry.

Thunder - Boys Like Girls.

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

I Still Believe - Hayden Panettiere.

wheeeee! saturday!

Woot..!! Rubik's..!!

Sway lah!!

A Moment Like This - Leona Lewis.

A lyrics a day!

Good Day - The Click Five.

SCHOOL!!

Angel To You, Devil To Me - The Click Five.

100th Post!!

Never Had a Dream Come True - S Club 7

New Divide - Linkin Park!

Random!

Make Heaven Wait - Guy Sebastian.

lalala...

yeah..!!

Run Don't Walk - Hey Monday.

tiring lah...!!

Breakfast At Tiffany's - Deep Blue Something

Set Off - Hey Monday.

Add Math...!!

Dirty Little Secret - The All-American Rejects

busy..

sigh...

The Reason (guitar cords).

The Reason.

Whoa...!!

Sigh Last Day of Holidays...